sometimes i think i should stay quiet and be the bigger person but then i remember neil josten risked his life multiple times just to talk shit. i will not let you down king
Ronan is the sad, self-deprecating jealous type, who thinks he’s not enough for Adam when he gets hit on and wants to kill himself. Adam is the pissed, murderous jealous type, who wants to kill both Ronan AND whoever is hitting on him and then hates himself for feeling that way.
it’s kind of a great piece of symbolism for andrew to kiss neil for the first time on the roof when we know that he’s afraid of heights and his feelings for neil in equal measure
obsessed with the way adam is seen by everyone else... Adam Parrish who was all henrietta sunset and who looked like a sepia photograph and who reminded Blue of a teacup unearthed from the soil and whose amiable smile Ronan would start wars for. I need a cigarette fr