Whenever I speak to someone w scars I get worried that they cannot see mine bc theyโre so faded which is stupid I should grow up or I worry that they only see some and not the worst and think I was performative which is dumb bc lowkey I am everything is a performance
@fairyicide Idk bc surely the anesthesia is partially to keep you still so they don't mess up and they wouldn't want you flinching or accidentally moving bc of the pain? I think it would probably be weird for the doctor too to know that they're hurting you