maud

21 edrtwt shtwt
cw 72 kg

[maud @mourningvoile]

𑣲𝄞#edrtwt #shedtwt intro⋆˚꩜｡
sw 81 kg cw in bio gw 50 kg
( ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ഒ maud 21 yrs ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀
i love lots of anime and games pls moot me 🩷 to mutual݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆

[maud @mourningvoile]

@reek0fsmoke its the bpd i dont have im scared too also you called me by my name hehehe do you like me wwnt to be my friend???

[maud @mourningvoile]

i don't have bpd i'm lying

[maud @mourningvoile]

@reek0fsmoke dm me and become my friend and tell me you love all my bpd and ocd

[maud @mourningvoile]

does anyone around me really even care for me like they say they do

[maud @mourningvoile]

its my own fucking fault for upsetting him in the first place if i wasnt retarded it wouldnt have happened and i just got so overwhelmed and mad and yellwd fuck and justran to my room and starting sobbing and cutting and he wont check on me because he hates me and im awful

[maud @mourningvoile]

why am i turning into such an evil creature i was mean to my bf i got upset because he wouldnt listen to me and got upset at what i said and was too sad and defeated when i tried explaining that he didnt even let me finish and misunderstood and i got mad at myself because-

[maud @mourningvoile]

@thefIeshrots i love that thing its so chocolate cutes 🍫 🩷

[maud @mourningvoile]

this will not happen to me the meds will make me better i know tjey will rightRight

[cauê @cauegl]

quando vc acha que está melhorando, mas, no fim, percebe que nunca vai ter uma cura…

[maud @mourningvoile]

@19235182225s i havent been in a really long time but some of them do but actually. the last time i ordered a salad from there was 2020

[maud @mourningvoile]

i know none of them love them like how i love them and why is it when i purposely dont respond they never message me hoping im okay they never seem to be concerned about it even if i dont let myself seem sad to them they dont even get slightly worried

[maud @mourningvoile]

maybe im not obese my period has been going on for over two weeks that can make my weight weird Right guys right

[maud @mourningvoile]

me staring at my blank notification screen on my dnd every two hoping theyre texting me

[maud @mourningvoile]

im here sad wishing i got more effort and love out of the ppl i care about but they do put in a lot of effort for me i think im just too stubborn and miserable to take it

[maud @mourningvoile]

when will i get the effort and love back

[maud @mourningvoile]

@strawberryNstuf pretty :3

[maud @mourningvoile]

i truly do think im capable enough to do anything i want to but i feel like i lack the motivation and will because of how miserable my brain is all on its own

[maud @mourningvoile]

will it ever get better :( i know realistically yes it will and all things come and go but why is it so hard to get through things when theyre this bad... i dont want to die i want medicine that will make me not feel like this anymore

[JayJayZ @JayJayZ_84]

WE will lose 20kgs by the end if the year
WE will lose 20kgs by the end if the year
WE will lose 20kgs by the end if the year
WE will lose 20kgs by the end if the year
WE will lose 20kgs by the end if the year
#edrtwt #shedtwt

[chael 🛁 @chaeloric]

“bmi: fat” and you have a thigh gap and visible ribcage