But what is this? Why announce it so suddenly, and why now? I genuinely don't know what to feel...
They could have planned so much for the first half of the year, given him more opportunities, more individual activities, more visibility and more time to enjoy everything he's worked so hard for. Instead, now everything will likely be rushed, squeezed into a few months and who knows what opportunities will be lost along the way.
I'm simply not ready. And I hate that the countdown has suddenly begun.