🦁🎀 multiplewounds

■　18+ ❜ multi/mady — she/they — aug 11th '98 – autistic/POTS/PTSD — happily married @Aurragar — business only ; [email protected] ♡

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

👑🦁 Hello lovely bean! I'm Multi/Mady.

I create silly content, with a dash of serious discussions here and there. I hope to make you laugh, feel emotions, or just feel a little less alone in the day to day of life.

Join the chittens today 💜!

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

Staying like a heavy weighted bead in your chest

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

doing some sketching

[Mady 👑💜✨️ @multiple_wounds]

IDK if I'll finish this

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

I can still draw HONK HONK

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

I can still draw HONK HONK

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

If you think you're on the spectrum, however, I CANNOT recommend enough that you seek diagnosis. Knowing is HALF the battle. After that, you can start finding ways to help yourself and be understanding towards your needs!

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

It is ALSO autism awareness month and guess who is diagnosed autistic!!! It's honestly not a fun experience for me, and I have a lot of the tism sensitivities. It makes it really hard to let things go and makes it really really hurt when Im slighted.

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

They may not have been blood, but my PTSD recovery is the EXACT SAME as someone who was SA'd by a blood family member. Blood or not it was incest and rape and I can never look at life the same. If someone tells you to keep something like this a secret... don't listen to them.

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

Its sexual assault awareness month. I was SA'd between 5-13 yrs old. My adopted brothers scared me and my siblings into bl0wj0bs and allowing them to penetrate. They told us it was normal and then changed to "just keep it a secret."

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

I spent the remaining years with them living there terrified I would be randomly assaulted. Sure, they had stopped bc they saw how I reacted, and they could still SA my brother... but the fear never left. I hated myself, my body, sexual acts, and especially them.

[Mady 👑💜✨️ @multiple_wounds]

Relearning to draw for the whimsy of it

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

I hid so much because I truly believed him, and now I despise how easily I fell for the play. No one else deserves to be played like he did to me and many others before me. It's a disaster just silently brewing until one day, the covers are ripped off. It hurts. It's infuriating.

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

Months later: My brother ran off with his enablers/people who are ignorant due to his manipulation and lies. His dog is still very scared but improving. He also no longer has the yeast infection whatsoever.

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

For my final release of all that happened and so I can move on. I wrote a very long document detailing everything with my brother, Hermin/TheHermicSacrifice.

Read at your own discretion. Link in the following reply.
CW: CSA, abuse, beastiality, animal neglect, and hoarding.

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

I will probably never drop this. He hurt me so much as a child, and I hurt him too. We were victims of narcissism and abuse. We came back together, and I truly believed we would be close forever again. But the moment someone new and shiny he could manipulate appeared, it was over

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

If you EVER come in contact with someone stating their my brother (which would be stupid of him and he's really good at hiding things + tends to run off to new accounts so this is not likely) please stay away. He seems so good at first, but it comes out eventually.

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

My brother repeatedly claimed it was due to the dogs lineage, but now it's gone entirely so 🤷

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

Damn thats crazy I joined them looking back 😩💀

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

We've joined @/ADVANCEDgg!! Wounds10 for 10% off. This is a fun opportunity I'm taking! I recommend the lemonades 🍋

Also, the first video edited by someone I've hired is on YouTube. You lovelies should spend 12 minutes to watch it @ multiplewounds_ 🦁🎀

[🦁🎀 multiplewounds @multiplewounds_]

How it feels being in a society. Exhausting.