tessa☆彡

ED TW • 25 • 5’6”(168cm) bmi 4 •

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

@sinanddiets i’m glad it’s not like a jail

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

the residential recovery center i’m going to will have a chef, a personal trainer, multiple kinds of therapists, two classes a day, they provide me with a restaurant job so i can learn job skills and earn money while in treatment, and there’s only 5 (adult) residents at a time

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

@BellaBakebrain astounding!!

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

forget the lose and loose debate how about breath and breathe

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

@butitscold a bra lol

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

some things look nasty but taste good, for example meatloaf

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

i thought i’d be the oldest one there but i might actually be the youngest and for perspective i’m 25
and i was worried about being the fattest one there BUT the thing is, it’s not strictly an ED recovery center, not everyone there even has an ED so they’re won’t care if i’m fat

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

@BellaBakebrain yeah :3 and i was thinking of installing a camera in my room so i can just check in on them all the time is that silly

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

the worst part about having to go to residential treatment is that i’m gonna miss my kitties so much :((

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[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

one of the treatment places that my insurance wanted me to talk to basically said i can’t be vegan if i go there lol

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i need this outfit for winter

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

@thinxskin if you’re planning on taking lax today i would say to take a small amount

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

@CoutureBones i wish i knew 😩

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

i went to make a banana smoothie and my mom drank all the almond milk (that was mine)
i went to make rice and none of the pots had lids
i tried to make a bowl with two ingredients and one of them was avocado (had 8 of them) and my mom cut open every avocado. and let them rot.

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

my doctor when i say i don’t eat enough

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

idk who’s right or wrong here all i know is i’m throwing away the rice i just made instead of eating it

[tessa☆彡 @myspacecals]

i can’t eat but i’m so fucking hungry that i can’t sleep