Our distance came from Indecisive lovers
Couldn’t see your love and turns out everyone suffered
But you the most, and if I could break the past
I’d erase me from your life to have maintained your own souls past
Recently I’ve had the opportunity to rise up as partner in business that has every reason for me to excited about the future this year. Maybe I don’t need a job and having several hustles is for me, damnit I knew that already. Feeling better nowadays.
I want you to want me, damnit I’m not good with these things so I might act off. I’m trying to be myself. I know I’m tried and true. If I deserved to die I’d be gone and that’s every reason to have a life overwhelmingly obsessed with my art to provoke purpose around here.
Yeah so if I continually tell myself what I’ve been before I’ll always be this stagnant mess. I literally daily have to reject that. It works little by little. Maybe I can have my dream career if I’m proactive. I am and will be this annoyingly positive person. It’s to survive.
@arizonagreent3a hey maybe we just say fuck everything I’ve been using to define myself. And we go find out we’re not trash. And live normal lives with plans and normal friendships and tv shows to watch. Maybe it’s really the genesis of the blooming cycle to your narrative. Hope isn’t weak.
@arizonagreent3a however, unexpectedly an influx of stimulating and new things soon helped you remember the simple things that used to make you so happy. And you finally could see yourself through multiple truths and lenses but the not one you let define you too much. You’re already not that now
Eventually I faced all of me and learned child’s kindness, melting crayons of potential, against rusty bruising worlds. I faced it later, as extravagant Newport lottery wandering, looking for you. You who new pain but was daisy in sidewalk crack grew. I don’t think she ever knew.
I just realized my new hobby is going to be finding dope pools in neighborhoods or hotels in which I am not staying in and drink liquor while thinking of better Twitter commentary. Florida man gets shot trespassing pools regularly and for sport. Dies from alligators afterwards.
My question is who owns the land the Feds will be buying to build this wall nonsense. Twenty bucks says, Russian oligarchs bought up all the land that the Federal government will purchase to build this magnificent wall.