#NeverEndingSummer extra chapter
after zhou wan got pregnant, lu xixiao wasn’t very thrilled about it bcs zhou wan couldn’t eat well and lost some weight. he even resented their child for putting zhou wan into that state
no one can save him 😭😭😭
im soo sooo in love with how silly and goofy they are especially when they are teasing each other, 'cause it's so natural to the point that i didn't even see zhou wan and lu xixiao, i saw keyu and baobao 😭
“did you ever love him?”
“it’s not that i didn’t love him. i loved him too much. all these years, i keep having the same dream. in it, he lay before me, covered in blood. i just couldn’t wake him up. he was completely still. i just don’t want that summer to repeat itself.”
zhou wan really got scared that her love only brings harm to xixiao. it became this big fear so she just chose to stay away, and is still trying to keep a distance, so that there wouldn’t be a repeat of what happened. even if it means an incredible amount of pain for her.
#neverendingsummer #炽夏
he never cared about the reason she came into his life, used him or whatever, all he needed was her to be there in his life, to love and care for him
#neverendingsummer
I love how he always holds her close in his arms whenever she is sad or crying. like this is her watching his most vulnerable moment?? he could've blamed her or walked away but to him the fact that she's here now is enough. this is all that matters
#NeverEndingSummer
Yup I'm never getting over them 😭💔
#Neverendingsummer#thefirstfrost
"I desperately moved "Wen Yifan,
towards u, but am I just ur
from beginning to end backup plan?"
all u thought about
was how to leave me."
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—I’d gladly surrender my heart, and spend the rest of my life devoted to you.
🏍️ Looks like I’m stuck with you for the rest of my life. Zhou Wan, I admit defeat. Please give me another chance
#炽夏#BaoShangen#ZhouKeyu
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—Because of you, my life finally has meaning.
I am Lu Xixiao, Zhou Wan’s boyfriend.
When I was 18, I met Zhou Wan. Zhou Wan back then was an outstanding student, bright and accomplished while my life was a mess. For a long time, I let myself fall into ruin, wandering through life aimlessly. (T/n: 自甘堕落游戏人间 is a self-deprecating phrase describing someone who has given up on themselves and drifts through life without taking it seriously)
It was her who held my hand tightly without hesitation and helped me find my way out of the prison I had built around myself.
It was her who showed me what it means to live, and what it means to keep living.
It was her who inspired me to pick up my textbooks again, to start studying again, instead of drifting through my days aimlessly with nothing to do.
I wouldn’t be who I am today without her.
I have loved her since I was 18.
I’ve seen her cry, and seen the way she despised herself. She was driven to the point where she couldn’t even be someone whose kindness came without defenses, while her true self stood on the moral high ground, constantly criticizing and belittling herself.
Back then we were like two lonely islands drifting aimlessly through the world. We had only each other to lean on and comfort one another, and that was what kept us going.
We were both imperfect, and I wouldn’t want love someone who is a perfect.
From the very beginning, I saw through both her brilliance and her vulnerabilities. I love the way she shines, and I love her scars too. Together, they are what make her whole.
I don’t need her to be perfectly beautiful or endlessly kind. I only want her to be free and happy, to love and hate with courage, and to live with openness and sincerity.
At the end of the day, she’s my Zhou Wan, not the Zhou Wan everyone else expects her to be.
#炽夏
#BaoShangen
#ZhouKeyu
calling esther yu a misogynist is insane behavior when she’s one of the few who are outspoken about women’s rights in the industry & often calls out the cruel body standards that women are expected to adhere to. stop cyberbullying her to uplift your own fav.