i think i'm entering my "fuck it" era in the best possible way. fuck it. idc how many calories i consumed. idc how much weight i gained. idc how i look. idc i haven't gone to the gym in 2 weeks. I JUST. DON'T CARE.
is the part of the school editorial board that proofread and corrected grammar/punctuation now obsolete because of AI? also i remember i used to manually transcribe interview recordings word by word. jesus. how do people bunk P.E. now?
i must've been a horrible person in my previous life and racked up a whole lot of bad karma because this just happened when i went to pick up my parents' death certificates from the district office:
weird take on my grief: it's a privilege to have lost something so big in my life because it's somehow easier to publicly express my emotional distress when there a socially acceptable reason. i wish people understood that sometimes life feels just as awful for no reason.
you know how you're taught to look both ways before crossing a road? delhi ncr roads also require you to look down in case of potholes and behind in case of kidnappers
simultaneously:
- watching the news
- watching a tv series
- sketching
- eating
- scrolling through pinterest
- editing my resume
- doing calf raises
I WILL NOT LET A SINGLE THOUGHT MAKE ITS WAY TO MY BRAIN HOW DARE I TRY TO FEEL THINGS?????
randomly remembered how i used to climb up all 10 floors of my hostel and one time accidentally dropped my phone on a random floor and when i found it 20 mins later, a bunch of drunk 2nd years had taken 30 selfies on it
me when i can't put "handled cremations and death procedures", "fought a guardianship case" and "handled my late parents' home loans and mutual funds" on my resume so they'll never know why my GPA was so low in my first two sems
the constant urge to watch tv shows and movies that provide the comfort of having already watched them but also the thrill of being new media SIMULTANEOUSLY
if you're conscious about your spotify wrapped and (consciously or subconsciously) don't listen to the music you actually want to just so it doesn't show up on your wrapped: THIS IS YOUR MONTH. LISTEN TO ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING. THEY DON'T TRACK DECEMBER STATS π£οΈπ£οΈ