nathan

existentialism on prom night (type shii)

[nathan @naythanielc]

Back of Your Neck https://t.co/Nsq2MOvmxT via @YouTube

[nathan @naythanielc]

So many of his wholesome little automatic fidgets (peeling labels off bottles, constantly playing with his shorts string, etc) that I find so relatable and endearing have been pointed out when I’ve been seen doing them by peers and were described to me by multiple of them formerly trained in clinical psychology as obvious outward signs of sexual frustration.
At first I was like no way that’s nuts but having been able to satisfy that in the past, and now not having it satisfied by choice. I can confirm it’s spot on.

Fooling around until so tuckered out that you can’t even anymore then waking up to someone you love who loves you inside and out and who makes homemade pancakes and thick bacon sprinkled with brown sugar and a light dusting of chili powder would fix us both, for sure. Even our soul sucking jobs would suddenly feel better knowing we get to experience a way better kind of sucking at home.

And it breaks my heart to know that he’s still so far from letting himself have anything close to that. If ever. Because we could. Even in today’s circumstances, it seems illogical but somehow I know that satisfying that would clear so much time to be next to one another up and open up so many possibilities to inspire one another to be our best while helping one another feel less overwhelmed and alone.
Le sigh

I guess
I’m gonna write a song about it because that’s what all the best yearning mfs do

[priscilla (alt) @seashell_luvr]

If you’re a genuinely interesting person, you won’t have to play games to be exciting. When there are endless layers to you that you’ve cultivated, you naturally surprise people. When you live a rich life, you’re naturally busy and come back with real stories to tell. When you’re in tune with your body and your soul, you take time for yourself and set boundaries without pretending to be hard to get. Mind games and deception are what boring people use to compensate. It’s a way of seeking backhanded power through others when you’re divorced from your own.

[nathan @naythanielc]

Fear is not respect. Few realize.
Being mean and cold might make people walk on eggshells, but that’s not being valued or respected. That’s just distance. Maybe some form of fear-based reverence,
but real genuine enduring respect comes only from time, consistency, boundaries, and telling the truth without begging people to like it.

You don’t need to become harsh to be taken seriously. You need time, you need to be clear, you need to be resolute, and put a hard line on doing an immediate about face back to your mission without over-explaining when people demonstrate to you that they are committed to misunderstanding.

[nathan @naythanielc]

@chefsevenn @HeWhoSings12 Lager beer in a pint glass and room temp water for me sir

[nathan @naythanielc]

@Commenter51 @justalexoki As a gay man this ad disgusts me and only serves to remind me of one reason why some guys never feel safe to leave the closet and others like me have been sidelined to appease a loud minority of a minority with a weird public exposure kink leftover from the 80s

[nathan @naythanielc]

@madi_miller05 @bigg_naeto No you’re just white it’s ok

Common example:
“Maaan I am so hungry, wish I brought my wallet or else I’d get lunch”
Translation: “someone please offer to buy me lunch or I won’t be able to eat”

[nathan @naythanielc]

@darthknock @downbadcomment More reason to delete the videos. She can flick the bean to her many memories of his body heat on / in her. Keeping intimate recordings of someone you’re not intimate with anymore is wrong on so many levels and also just plain scummy given that’s not your person anymore.

[nathan @naythanielc]

Everyone talks about the downsides of gaiety, but for Pride Month this year I want to share a cultural perk of keeping it 100:

“Oh it’s YOU? Don’t worry about it hun*”
whenever there’s technically a policy to enforce (all year round)

*or bud

[Brandon Avedikian @bavedikian]

It’s supposed to be hard.

It’s supposed to be stressful.

If it was easy, there’d be no reward worth having.

[nathan @naythanielc]

Also they know there’s really no precedent setting case under 5 grand or something depending.

But in this case it’s His professional equipment so if the letters look like they are coming from a legit firm and he can prove lost income there’s a potentially disruptive case in there and in that case it’d be their mistake to ignore the letter because now they’re paying for both of their lawyers and my lawyers but also the $45k photoshoot they fucked up

[nathan @naythanielc]

@BULU_SILENCIO @SamSamSidyBJJ @v3ktorious @bavedikian @BestBuy @FedEx Yeah cause they you visa/mastercard got yo back anyway and they homies

[nathan @naythanielc]

Some staircases ain’t never seen no 40% vinegar and a spigot and you can smell

[nathan @naythanielc]

@BULU_SILENCIO @SamSamSidyBJJ @v3ktorious @bavedikian @BestBuy @FedEx Hmm ok crazy

[nathan @naythanielc]

Spotify’s roast of my 2026 listening to date made me smile

[nathan @naythanielc]

Breaks my heart that you haven’t yet learned that “if only I was doing it right” is the trap. Considering all you’ve ever done is “it right” to the best of your ability. All i know about that one is that the answer is definitely not more self abandonment (or prescribed purpose)

[nathan @naythanielc]

@SamSamSidyBJJ @v3ktorious @bavedikian @BestBuy @FedEx Yeah no anyone whose worked for any big company knows anything that threatens a) legal action in writing or b) going to the press
and it’s a real issue, gets escalated, even if it’s silly. But this is legit

[nathan @naythanielc]

@v3ktorious @bavedikian @BestBuy @FedEx Doing Gods work with all the tools we have available to us right here what a guy

[nathan @naythanielc]

until you realize not all beliefs are sacred, and that anyone will believe ANYTHING repeated with emotion enough times, especially living in a system proclaiming love, integrity and trust (vs punishment) especially when the belief is tied to survival, purpose or identity

[nathan @naythanielc]

You know what i mean by genuine AND i know You are prohibited by a belief system to accept that