they don't know you . their thoughts about you weren't you . you live your whole life with yourself, so only you get to decide who you truly are, not people's judgy opinions.
Ya Rabb,
Jika aku melakukan dosa yang menghalangi kebahagiaanku dan menghalangi terkabulnya doaku, maka ampunilah aku.
Ya Rabb,
Sucikanlah diriku dari dosa, dan ubahlah keadaanku menjadi keadaan yang engkau cintai.
KuasaMu lebih kuat daripada kelemahanku dan rahmatMu lebih
sometimes i wish i could just escape from reality. i want to travel to the world from a book to another, without consequences, and live the best life out there. but reality is the one tht im living in. i had no choice but to live it here.
u know what's annoying? annoying is when someone who always had a privilege and never admits it but blatantly use it for selfish reason without shame. even worse, they feel pretty smug about it.
i remembered back then i used to want pinkish lips since i had very pale ones. so i wore tinted lipbalm (pink) every night before i went to bed. and guess what? i heard my housemates were saying things like '..nak tido pun pakai lipstick..'
and then they laughed together while im trying to hold back tears alone in my room. idk why but is it a sin though to wear a lipbalm before going to sleep?
when i cant relate w/ somebody, i stay silent. it's how i show my respect over that person eventhough sometimes i didn't quite agree with their way of coping/solution.
Pantas saja tidak mendapatkan ketenangan, rupanya dzikir tidak ada penghayatan. Kita hanya fokus di lisan, tidak pakai hati, sholatpun hanya sekedar gerakan.
Bagaimana bisa hatinya akan tenang?
— Ustadz Muhammad Nuzul Dzikri حفظه الله