it’s genuinely at the point where i don't even care if he never performs again, as long as he's happy with that decision and it brings him peace. ian has worked super hard these 6+ years. he’s already proven everything he needed to prove and left such an incredible body of work.
i hope @DPRIAN_ knows that whatever decision he makes will be completely respected. and i hope he remembers he shouldn't feel bad for prioritizing himself, because in the end, that's exactly what we all want for him: to do whatever makes him feel at peace and happy with himself.