he wishes he could anesthetize himself and live without feeling anything. act automatically, observe, breathe, and nothing more. see everything, understand, and not talk. but the memories are there, they remain with him.
my favourite saints were the ones who burned away young. i admired them in the cathedral paintings. hooded eyes, the brutal wings of their ribs, gilt halos, baroque frames. what does it mean, "devotion"?
@Armed_Fish don't try to hide your fears. Doesn't create a good look for the team morale here! Neither for that charming face of yours."
[With a bow of his head, the.. TVs attatched to his shoulders flash his next words. Or rather, his name.] -
@Armed_Fish ━ "You do not have to feel you owe your life to him. I know the Doctor, or I could find him ways home. But.. he found family in you. Found hope."
[Mythos stares to Sebastian quietly, fidgeting with their fingers.]
"..Okay. -
@Armed_Fish WAY MORE THAN AN AGREEMENT THOUGH. CARRIES MORE WEIGHT.
SO.. NO ROOM FOR SCREW UPS. DON'T FUCK THIS UP, AND NEITHER WILL I.
[SIX oddly enough stops coiling around the other, dragging his huge body around himself until he's a big ball. Fluffy.]
YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS, SETH?
@Armed_Fish ⸸ [SIX stares down at Seth for a long moment after he spoke, in.. something of a weird silence. His expression begins to shift and slump, but there's an attempt at a weak chuckle from him. Like he'd realized something.]
COMMON GROUND.. YEAH. DEALS WITH SOMEONE LIKE ME ARE..
@Armed_Fish I am different than when you met me is all. Nonetheless, changed for the better.
I don't know how I'd forget someone as special as you, after all.."
@Armed_Fish ░░░░░
𖤐 [Their reaction to his words make Noli feel a little silly about what he said, too. He ponders the weight of Blobie's words, still showing nothing but a smile.]
"Well, yes. I am the same person, but people tend to change over.. time.
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@Armed_Fish He wondered if he even had the right to speak between them both. Of course he knew he was at a lower position than the other, but apart of him yearned at the thought of feeling welcomed by Xirth. Feeling wanted, in a sense. He tried anyway.]
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@Armed_Fish ━ [In the sharp gaze of all their eyes, their fury was noticeable. It seems to calm at the mention of this being a test of sorts, however Mythos can only let out a harsh hiss. Their tail lashes behind them.]
"..It's good you are finding ways. Let this test run its course. -