@EimeeLoza@crossofpraise Hi, Emi, I've been praying for years for my husband, too. he's e believer, but differently and I wish he could know Jesus personally. However, I realized that it's between God and him, and my job is to show Jesus through my character. So that's what I'm doing now.
@BitsOfWhitt Guilt is the worst thing. There are phases and I think one should follow their rhythm. If we love God and trust HIm, He'll take us where He wants to.
@gracekbianco Thank you so much, Grace, you've been really helpful. I'll reach out to a friend in Bulgaria, too. And I'll be praying for you a lot, too. I've also noticed that praying for others helps. Lots of hugs and love!
@gracekbianco The thing is, I used to think so much about God that it sort of became intrusive and triggered the panic disorder, and now my brain is scared to go in that direction, something like your fear of vomiting. It's like a got fear of thinking about God, because it felt like going mad.