Hello! My name is Bee, and I have a severe case of obsessive-compulsive disorder. I am weak, I am strong. I am cowardly, I am brave. But mostly, Iβm just tired. This is real #OCD, as experienced by myself, in hopes to raise awareness and stop the stigma.
I downloaded the Lose It! app because itβs super easy to use. Iβm counting calories and trying to watch serving sizes. But I failed today. Seeing that graph go over into the red filled me with enough shame and disappointment that I wonβt be making the same mistake tomorrow. π
The first step in my βNew Meβ campaign is to lose weight. This morning I took my weight and measurements (then cried for a bit):
Weight: 193 lbs.
Arms: 13 1/2β
Bust: 37β (under breasts)
Waist: 39 1/2β
Hips: 38 1/2β
Thighs: 23 1/2β
#OCD#BodyImage
I refuse to sleep anymore tonight. Damn the consequences. I just had a horrible nightmare about my kid. Iβm somewhere between sobbing and punching something. How am I supposed to fight an enemy that canβt be seen!? πππ
#OCD#IHateOCD#MentalHealthAwareness#ThisHasGotToStop
βGo back where you came fromβ should never, ever be uttered to any human. Ever.
Demons, bugs, and certain rodents, however, are absolutely fair game.
#BeKind#MentalHealthAwareness#Coexist