no one talks about how draining it is when your mood constantly switches between "keep going, it will get better" and "i can't do this anymore, im about to give up." it's like living in emotional whiplash. one hour you're hopeful, the next you're spiraling
and if love ever finds me again, i hope it's with someone who thinks about how their actions affect me,someone who considers my feelings before making choices and values my peace as much as their own because I'm not here to survive love again, I'm here to finally live it
I think one of the greatest signs a woman's nervous system is healing is that she starts becoming interested in life again. Not in optimizing it. Not in fixing herself. In living it. She wants to host dinner parties, buy fresh flowers, learn pottery, stay out dancing, read novels, flirt with the barista, and wander bookstores for no reason other than it feels good to be alive.
i'm in love with this quote:
"if you're persistent, you'll get it. if you're consistent, you'll keep it. and if you're grateful, you'll attract more of it."
shyness is a manifestation of psychological wounds that stem from childhood experiences & generational patterns. if you don't heal these wounds, you'll be shy for life. it's mainly the self expression wound, the shame wound and the belonging wound.