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tw ed

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if anybody searches for mutuals in 2022, hi im not new to edtwt im just relapsing again as per yearly tradition 🫐 interact if you'd like to be mutuals

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im gonna change layout too after month of this

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me going "no I won't be triggered by just logging back in this acc" and then BAM! disordered eating slaps my ass and calls me its bitch

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tw self harm

i need to either cut myself or I'll lose my mind

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have* wtf is an ot

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my phone is a step away from collapsing cause i ot 15 different fucking games in but i will happily delete them for zero

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where the fUCK is the fasting app im relapsing fully fuck that "I'll eat to keep my partner from worrying" shit

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AAAAAAAAAA IM NOT DOING WELL

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plus everyone is ignoring me

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im feeling disgusting once more my clothes feel horrible, my heart has started doing aches again and i am stressed beyond reason

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ngl its helped my immune so much i haven't gotten fully sick ONCE i actually wanna keep wearing them wherever i can

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yes both inside and outside, because my parents caused a big scene when i went to get my vaccine cause i got a heart condition and some doctors said it might cause me issues apparently so im unvaccinated

[no name @osteorexic]

edtwt be honest do you still wear your mask? I'm trying to see if my theory is correct

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i feel like garbage i feel like fucking trash the house feels so cold and empty i might pull a pro gamer move and fucking rot in here after a full week of living with friends

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been doing really well this morning i haven't eaten yet and im awkwardly enough happy about it

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down bad

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i found my first ever favourite character and im tempted to put him as my pfp but i feel like i might be recognised if my friends are still on edtwt

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if you see this i hope you have a lovely day 🫐

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ive had one meal today... afraid I'll fuck it up tonight tho

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hoping by april i get back in the 50s genuinely

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my thighs getting bigger because i eat the same things everyday vs the neurodivergency in me loving the fact i eat the same things everyday