Chat I waited for him almost 2h jus for us to claim our grad pic together, I even notify him in our convo na Iβm nasa office and pick me up, he even called and thereβs this high hopes in me na heβs on the way na. And guess what he didnβt even told me na he wonβt be coming pala++
And maybe because thatβs oneof the reasons why Iβm so hurt, because I canβt be mad at him because thereβs this so much love I have for him that it becomes a shield for me from hating himβ¦ I just love him so much, yβallβ¦ and thereβs this thing in me thinking heβd feel the sameβΉοΈ
I hate to think but, I bet for the fact that he doesnβt even care what was the problem and what even the fucking root of that actions of mine. Like I do still have the fucking soft side for him and for some fucking reason I canβt hate him despite of what happenedβ¦ βΉοΈ
I notice every details, I was clinging on the positive side not until this moment hits, and it reminded me of all the dead treatments I choose ignore. And that what hurts me. I have so much love and hope for him but this time it burns me out, yβall IDFK what to doβ¦ βΉοΈ
Nung nasa venue na ako ng pag kukuhaan, I saw in my peripheral view na he claimed his na, and that when hits me na Iβll never get the fucking same effort I gave for him, I donβt know how I wish I was being sensitive and immature, but this isnβt the first time I saw this same shi
And my mood went down talaga, βcuz wdym that youβre there na pala without telling me na hindi ka naman pala pupunta? What hurts me is that I fucking waited and hold myself na hindi iclaim ang letche picture na βyan βcuz Iβm waiting for him ngaaa eh??? Tapos++
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