every single time I get stomach pain I want to jump in front of a bus. Like I’ve been puking for four hours and my stomach hurts so much but the thought of eating makes me repulsed. And then people are like to eat and I’m like no it’s fucking gross. Where’s my protein shake?
I want to eat, and I have the money to eat and I can order whatever I want, but I can’t eat it. I’m starving, but I can’t eat. There’s so many other problems in the world, but I can’t obsess about anything other than my weight.