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[ًًً @palechest]

i don’t wanna live like this anymore

[ًًً @palechest]

i’ve tarnished myself with the ignorance that my words hold no power... i lost myself, i miss my passionate self, i miss my way of painting an image instead of just explaining or expressing how i felt. idk what i am anymore, but i don’t want it.

[ًًً @palechest]

these meds have made me so impulsive and so emotional that’s all i act on and it’s ruining my life i want to be myself again

[ًًً @palechest]

dry heaving

[ًًً @palechest]

it makes me want to cry when someone who i don’t talk to much anymore still remembers me

[fifis!! ☃️ (-6/15 lbs) @fifisideB]

goal weight: until all my friends and family are begging me to stop

[ًًً @palechest]

scrolling through my tweets realizing holy fuck i’m in pain

[ًًً @palechest]

I’d rather hurt me, and I do it good

[ًًً @palechest]

all i’m good for is the sort of love a parent could give and nothing beyond that all of my friendships or relationships will always dilute to me taking care of someone in some form

[ًًً @palechest]

people love only the thought of me it hurts so bad facing the reality of me physically not being loved and it’s just an imagination of me

[meow @isthisheaven444]

i want you all to myself

[ًًً @palechest]

wasting disease

[ًًً @palechest]

can someone just lie to me at this point. just hearing it would make me smile. use me i don’t care it’s all i’m ever wanted for anyways

[ًًً @palechest]

all i ever wanted was to be pretty

[ًًً @palechest]

i was told by an ex that she never once doubted her beauty because i always reminded her and its been something i’ve searched for ever since

[ًًً @palechest]

Left alone sobbing in my room and all i can think of is relapsing

[ًًً @palechest]

there’s days i wish i felt comfort in communities for this godforsaken disorder i just cry and cry it makes me feel so stupid