moonlight

digging shit in the moon

[moonlight @paperxdust]

we carry the burden we think we deserve

[moonlight @paperxdust]

I have this urge to quit my job. I just wanna do nothing.

[moonlight @paperxdust]

Do you remember when you joined Twitter? I do! #MyTwitterAnniversary

[moonlight @paperxdust]

The sky decided to be pretty today. View from my room.

[moonlight @paperxdust]

I want to die without leaving any trace or without letting people know that I died from suicide because I don’t want any news of me like that coming out. I just wanna disappear without hurting people. I wanna disappear in peace.

[moonlight @paperxdust]

Went to work with my anxiety hitting the roof. I wanted to die last night but I woke up this morning feeling really down. I was imagining that my family would find me in my bed, not breathing and cold. I just want this depression to stop. This is just too much.

[moonlight @paperxdust]

You only remain in the hearts of those people who truly miss you. But for some, they are just gonna mourn for a couple of days and move on. They’ll continue living a life without you. And I think that’s the most difficult part. Being forgotten after dying.

[moonlight @paperxdust]

i knew you were bad for me but i kept coming back

[moonlight @paperxdust]

this moon is back

[moonlight @paperxdust]

It would’ve been better if my on and off and on again sadness is caused by some dude who broke my heart but it isn’t. I broke my own heart and continue to break it and I can’t even blame myself.

[moonlight @paperxdust]

How can the sunset be so beautiful
Even when it means
The day is over
I hope I can be as beautiful as the sunset
When everything for me is over

[moonlight @paperxdust]

I’m having a quarter life crisis. This is not fun.

[moonlight @paperxdust]

This is exactly why I hate myself. I start doing something and get tired after 3 months. I quit. Start over again. Get tired again. I can’t stay at my job for a year.

[moonlight @paperxdust]

It’s hard to be positive when everything in your life seems to fall apart.

[moonlight @paperxdust]

Received my first dose of covid-19 vaccine Oxford-AstraZeneca yesterday. Post vaccine symptoms are fever with chills, body pain and headache. 24hrs after I got the vaccine, I feel so much better. My fever was so high last night I couldn’t sleep.

[moonlight @paperxdust]

do you still talk about the things that haunt you

[goodbye kid @deathbypluto]

I didn’t earn my place in the stars. I took it because I wanted to. I refuse to ask for permission anymore.

[moonlight @paperxdust]

I am starting to hate life again.

[moonlight @paperxdust]

I miss you too but that doesn’t mean I love you

[ilovedyourdad @millersarah47]

Your ex texts you after 4 years,
'I miss you'
What is your reply?

[moonlight @paperxdust]

Ivey been wanting to black out all of my social media accounts but that would leave me crazy because I don’t talk to anyone at work.