I think I have to come to terms with the reality that I’m probably never coming home or ever making a new home. I’ve been so gaslit and dismissed I’m not even sure what I believed was home was my home & not just illusion or delusion. I am being abused to death while people laugh.
Suicidal thoughts don’t always sound like “I want to die.”
Sometimes they sound like:
• “I don’t want to wake up.”
• “I can’t do this much longer.”
• “I don’t feel built for life.”
• “I’m tired of being in pain.”
• “I just want everything to stop.”
These aren’t attention seeking thoughts.
They’re distress signals and you deserve support.
I'm so TIRED of everyone PRETENDING that the Trump Presidency is LEGITIMATE. So, I'll keep REPEATING this, DAY after DAY. Trump was INSTALLED by 3 different groups: 1) The Epstein Class; 2) Foreign autocrats who are blackmailing him; and 3) GOP White Christian Nationalists. All of them BENEFIT from Trump being in office. He was never LEGITIMATELY elected. They planned this for MANY YEARS. They acquired our MAINSTREAM and SOCIAL MEDIA OUTLETS, and filled them with PRO TRUMP PROPAGANDA. Musk (in the Epstein Files) owns X, Zuckerburg (in the Epstein Files) owns FB, and right wing billionaires own all of our major TV stations (all Trump donors). They paid THOUSANDS of bots and trolls from other countries to pretend to be American MAGAS on SOCIAL MEDIA, so when they RIGGED our elections, people wouldn't realize it. The only reason RIGGING 2020 failed is because of massive MAIL IN VOTES due to COVID, which they couldn't RIG. That's why Trump OPPOSES MAIL IN VOTING (even though he does it, himself). I know a lot of what they did involved our VOTING MACHINES and, in 2024, Musk apparently used his STARLINK to change the outcome. Several STARLINK sattelites exploded right after the election. All of Trump's talk about Democrats RIGGING elections is DEFLECTION. Democrats are too AFRAID to speak out. This is URGENT, because Trump and the GOP are OPENLY trying to RIG 2026! President Biden ordered a CIA AUDIT of the 2024 election before he left office. He then issued sanctions against Russia and Iran for "election meddling." CIA whistleblowers claim that this audit revealed that Harris actually WON. Yet, the election wasn't contested. Trump has actually BRAGGED, at least 3 times, on camera, about Musk RIGGING the election for him! The first time was on 01/19/25 in his ACCEPTANCE SPEECH! Our MEDIA, of course, didn't say ANYTHING about it! The only reason I KNOW any of this is because I pay CLOSE ATTENTION! Google and other searches can verify much of this! Election experts have been trying to get this information out to the public since early 2025. Check out "This Will Hold" on X! None of the election results add up, statistically or otherwise. No one even TALKS about the fact that Russia sent BOMB THREATS to more than 67 election offices, in BLUE DISTRICTS of SWING STATES, on 11/05/24! Those offices were CLEARED OUT, giving hackers an opportunity to hack the results! I refuse to REMAIN SILENT about this! Even if our lawmakers won't DO anything about it, everyone needs to KNOW! Help me!
I can't believe I have to say this, but arresting civilians for collecting paint chips and not arresting the people in power for raping children is fucking evil.
They spent almost $15 million dollars on making the REFLECTING POOL blue…
My bad, they spent a couple hundred thousand on the reflecting pool and pocketed the rest, is what they really meant.
IT DOES NOT COST $14.6 MILLION TAXPAYER DOLLARS TO PAINT A POOL BLUE
So let me get this straight:
When immigrants take jobs, it’s a national crisis.
When AI takes jobs, it’s innovation.
Can someone explain why we’re supposed to fear people willing to work, but celebrate technology designed to replace workers?
These are concentration camps.
These are concentration camps.
These are concentration camps.
These are concentration camps.
These are concentration camps.
These are concentration camps.
These are concentration camps.
These are concentration camps.
I am back in California. It cost me nearly everything but I got away from that abusive and terrible place with my life. That alone is a miracle. I believe that even more now that I've had adequate rest and time to consider the experiences I had there. It was hell.
"What if a drug addict used your tax dollars to get SNAP benefits?"
The government uses my tax dollars to bomb villages, arm warlords, fund coups, and trafficks children through proxy states. If a "junkie" eats because of me, that's the most moral thing my taxes have done.
@_iamblakeley@SenTuberville I love you so much. <3
Thank you for being you and having the courage to share you with the world. My life has improved because you exist.