˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾

20 | he/him | sh + edrtwt !!
dni -17 | stoner | vegetarian
5’3 ★ hw: 135 Ibs ★ cw: 92.5 lbs
⋆˚࿔ gw: 85 lbs ☆ ugw: 79 Ibs ⋆˚࿔

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

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looking for more moots!! 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

── 20 (-17 dni pls)
── trans man
── he/him
── censored sh
── i draw occasionally

♡/comment to be moots!

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

it also triggers me so hard. I do not feel small enough for them to be saying this shit 🥲🥲 im starting to be monitored and it’s freaking me out. this shit only makes my ed worse, I wish they’d realize that

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

my mom had a talk with me about my weight loss earlier and now my sister has and she mentioned bmis and body dysmorphia :| literally said she’s never seen me this thin which is a lie?? my lowest bmi was 14.9 and im mid 16s?? I hate this. I wish they wouldn’t mention it fuck

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

just finished a 4.2km run!! man it’s hot outside >.>

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

@milkchan_shed I know that logically but my brain freaks out 💔 good reminder tho

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

I feel so invalid for averaging 800 calories a day now,, my brain tells me that’s basically 1000 which is basically over my maintenance so I’m definitely gonna gain 🥲

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

got some plant based deli meat to try for the first time!!! might make sandwich tonight 😼

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

@kawaiiemobaka yes same here 😓

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

I get so pissed off when my family gets concerned about my weight loss cause I’m not even skinny yet. it feels like a joke honestly

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

it has a lil face!! felt kind of bad eating it lol

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

chocolate protein pancakes with blueberries + maple syrup!! 🥞 200 cals + 25g protein

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

@dandelionteabag literallyyyy

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

someone free me from the ana farts oh my god

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

weighed in at 94.7 today and it’s fucking with me so bad. I think I need to shit anyways but why does my body get to a new lw and then immediately make me gain again. I hate this. I’m so close but so far from my gw

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

I hate father’s day, my dad deserves NOTHING. I will not be contacting him today just like I didn’t on his birthday 😇 #healing

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

if any of my moots want my new instagram lmk!! will only give it to ppl i interact with ^^

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

I think my hair dye comes today 😼 back to bright red, though I don’t hate the faded colour it has now

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

stats for yesterday!! 789 cals 😓 unsure on protein

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

soup + veggies for dinner ^^ 309 cals

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

I crave salt constantly but I already consume so much of it??

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

@Anonwtbb THANK U!!! I definitely will 🙂‍↕️

[˚˖𓍢🌲james 𐂂🐾 @pawbbean]

pride parade in a little over a week 🥹 my first one ever!! I’m so so excited wow