knowing this is sam's perspective of dean Makes me so happy like oh u actually think ur big brother is the cutest little squirrel ever that always munched on things until his fluffy soft cheeks r all puffed out awww aww sammy
why did he say his own name first. why sam slash dean not not dean slash sam. he probably searched up enough to know what the name order means. Ur not slick Sam😐😐
Samdeam are canonically so covertly incestuous that it's a disservice to their characters to pretend that's not the case just bec it makes u uncomfortable
Years later, drunk and relaxing at a bar he brings it up. “Did you ever come see me?” “All the time, Sammy.” Sam feels vindicated that he wasnt wrong, and just as upset that he never got to see him back. Dean feels guilty, but cant apologize. Sam doesnt bring it up again
Whatever you do dont think about stanford sam being paranoid that someones following him back to his room and a small part of him wanting to believe its dean. But every time he turns around no ones there. He watches from the windows, swearing he got a whiff of dean but nothing.