being autistic is an endless torture ritual ....... everyone is nice to me but hates me behind my back and ill just never get to undstand why because i was born with a disability
I highly recommend her video on autistic women. She analyses female social dynamics with precision and expertise. The reason: She had to compensate for her lack of intuitive understanding of female socialisation and social cues by understanding them in a conceptual (almost scientific manner) in order to navigate the world of female social dynamics.
I.e. a lot of the social dynamics are completely unspoken, disappointment and expectations are only indirectly expressed, and her lack of understanding was interpreted as hostility. Other women were hell for her. She says that being attractive makes it worse: there's an expectation that she must be socially competent and if she isn't, it's arrogance. Men are also forgiven more easily for missing the social cues because they're just men, and there's no expectation that they'd "get it".
Autistic women likely have no issue with men or finding relationships, but they have many issues with female friends. Autistic men have the opposite problem.
for my anorexia recovery, i went to a cafe and ordered a cookie and an old man immediately came up to me and said “you don’t wanna eat that you will ruin your perfect figure” …
Female neurodivergents appear normal because we are bullied into acting like proper women at a young age, whereas your useless mothers coddle your animalistic, antisocial behaviors, since they're indistinguishable from the behavior of the typical young boy.
quando eu apresentei meu tcc um professor da banca estava dando as considerações e ele falou "quando eu tava lendo sua pesquisa parecia que eu estava lendo um doutorado" e quando eu estava prestes a agradecer o elogio ele completou "estava EXAUSTIVO de ler" boca fechada é benção
tem um fenômeno desses caras, que eles só repetem pra você o que ouviram de um criador de conteúdo pra te impressionar pq eles não tem capacidade de pensar por si
é engraçado pq vc consegue perceber claramente, e é pior qnd eles falam errado e vc sabe do assunto e corrige eles
e qnd focault veio visitar o hospital de barbacena e ficou tao chocado que chamou o que estava vendo de holocausto brasileiro pra 50 anos depois as pessoas terem a liberdade de defender os manicômios na internet