being an artist is a double-edged sword because the ability to draw becomes such a large part of you that when you lose that ability for whatever reason, or when your art begins to worsen, your entire sense of self is affected. who am I, then, if I can't draw?
Sketchbook drawings are MEANT to be ugly.
Make a mess. Stop trying to perform. No one is watching right now. Just draw what feels good. Make lines because it feels good. Create because it feels good.
i am annoyed today! i think everyone should show me their nonbinary ocs that are not strictly androgynous because nobody has to present any specific way for anybody 💕