lola lowcal ♡

27. she/her. audhd. veggie. queer. cw: 116 gw: 115 ugw: 100. secret diary. minors dni! avi is me.

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

@coldbonecase @kitchend3mon Yeah, bc to dismantle an unfair system, using the unfair tools given BY the unfair system is definitely going to get results counter to their capitalist greed 🙃

[Chanel Chanel @ChanelnotC0C0]

Being single after a 10 year relationship has affirmed what I’ve always known… I don’t like the majority of men. 🤷🏽‍♀️

Yall suck at romance, thoughtfulness, conversing and often lack consideration. Also yall are so hyper sexual it’s disgusting.

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

@d0llyrexia ik I’m wrong for laughing but that’s wild 😭

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

@fleshandfate @egoisticcnnt The popcorn and Diet Coke meal… that was me at my literal worst. This dude is not okay.

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

What’s the point of anything?

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

This is really fucking me up lols

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

Having a singular focus can really blur everything else out.

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

It’s really been a strange few months… I have been trying to stay alive, but the ED thoughts are wild. Idk if being on here makes it worse or better

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

Anyway. Time to lose 10kg

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

So tired of everybody being so fucking weird

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

Ariana is the literal worst but she is also body goals rn 😩

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

Life is so weird man.

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

16 more pounds to lose until my ugw

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

3 months. 10.5kg/23lbs lost.

SW: 63kg/139lbs

CW: 52.5kg/116lbs

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

Kinda pathetic. But I kept getting sick and plateauing so I’m even surprised I lost weight this past week.

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

The world is burning and everyone is just living life. Cool.

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

Anyway. At least my collar bones are looking more visible these days

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

Everywhere I go I feel kinda invisible + I had a breakdown over it bc… it’s so LONELY. It’s lonely irl, it’s even lonely on here where I’m basically fucking anonymous, some ppl find community on social media but I’m just like AROUND wondering why nobody ever wants to talk to me.

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

I was just bawling my eyes out in the car and my ex was like “I think you’re great” and I was like yeah that’s one person in the whole world of everyone who can’t stand me for some reason it’s so fucking isolating

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

Dinner:

vegan mac cheezy (220g): 14.2g protein, 3g fibre, 262 cal

[lola lowcal ♡ @petalperfct]

Breakfast:

froyo: 4.2g protein, 109 cal
protein powder: 25g protein, 115 cal
honey: 42 cal