im such a scared little baby, oh my god, no wonder most people hate me.... they are ADULTS and want to hang out with ADULTS and i'm just scared and annoying...
i need more friends i can actually meet... except i don't want to go outside or invite anyone over so i don't really even know why i want that
maybe its just nice to have an option...
i'm so picky with the people i like! idk! i don't like this, i think...
but because of that everyone i think i would have fun time with is so far away... and i think i have anxiety that things will go wrong if we're not perfect for each other and i think a few times they did
the following/follower gap...
i look at people's profiles and see "oh, you're followed by like, 8 cool people, i want to follow you too!" but then they look at my account and it's just "who the hell are you?"
unfortunately, sakamoto will no longer be pet because i forgot that gifs spam my media tab and i want it to be usable when i start posting actual stuff
@Malami295 no nie ma dobrej opcji... w ciuchach mniej zapociosz pościel, ale dwa razy w tych samych ubraniach spać w tą pogodę to też słabo. więc z kolei więcej ubrań do prania
@earImichaeIis i used to softblock people when i was very selective about who follows me but i was only doing it right after they followed me and i wasn't blocking just in case that wasn't a random follow and they actually do want to follow me
but doing it to people you know is weird...
@earImichaeIis it reminds me of that one time a girl got super upset at me on discord and told me she does not want to have any contact with me, and next day she was liking my posts and reposting them... like, do you like me or not?
@earImichaeIis it's what people do to me when they want to confuse me if we're still friends or not
because i do understand "i don't like YOUR POSTS, i'm unfollowing you" and "i don't like YOU PERSONALLY, i'm blocking you"
but i have no idea what softblock is supposed to mean
12 boxes like this over 100 years of using a single blade every month. how many centuries a usual home would be used for until it has to be demolished?
i think this might be fine