Life pro tip. Not enough people talk about this. The secret to having a "fulfilling" life is doing new things. Radically doing new things. Consistently. Every day. New activities, people, goals, even something as simple as trying new foods. Life feels longer when you're a kid because every day is packed with almost infinite amount of new learning. As you get older, you've already acclimated to your environment, the new inputs stop, so your perception of time speeds up drastically. You fall into routine, which is a time accelerant. If you want to feel like you have a long infinite lifespan, like you did as a child, you MUST be having new experiences, which slows time down.
NEGATIVE THOUGHTS AND CHAOS ARE THE DEFAULT OF THE MIND. THINKING POSITIVE, EXPANSIVE, BULLISH THOUGHTS REQUIRES EFFORT. YOU HAVE TO TRY. YOUโRE NOT WINNING BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU SHOULDNโT HAVE TO TRY.
COMMIT TO RETARDMAXXING. IF YOU HAVE AN IDEA, DONโT THINK ABOUT IT, JUST FUCKING DO IT. FINISH IT. SEE WHAT HAPPENS. IF YOU CATCH YOURSELF THINKING, STOP IMMEDIATELY AND DO SOMETHING