ok i have no idea what my password is but i'm leaving at least until the end of the year. i have cptsd and dealing w being triggered about my last relationship on here is UNBEARABLE. so bye until janauary at least. i have to take care of myself
goodbye to the most disappointing display of humanity i will ever encounter. Thanks for proving that narcissists and manipulators will always prevail and the only thing a decent person can do is run
i think i'm just realizing that i am probably not going to be able to shake the feeling that i'm hiding someone's dirty secrets while i remain around here. i have no idea what to do about it though
sometimes i think the relationship i had last autumn has just changed me so fundamentally that i will probably just never be happy on here again if i have to be honest. it took a lot out of me and my heart. i don't trust myself or my discretion with people hardly at all
this may be kind of a trite observation but I am really tired of feeling like every truly structurally important aspect of life now is governed according to the whims of complete and utter morons
@pixielikebeing i think i listened to one of the suki waterhouse songs but i barely remember it tbh i remember thinking it wasnt bad though #pitchforkreview