doom all you like, but at the end of the day the very act of coming out as trans is one of unfathomable optimism. it's an act entirely predicated on the chance that you can make a complete and total change of your life for the better. on some level, you do have hope.
CHILD PRAYING MANTIS: Dad, who are we all praying to exactly?
DAD PRAYING MANTIS: Depends which religion you belong to
CHILD: So not all bugs follow the same religion?
DAD: No, son… we’re in sects
things i long for:
- tit removal
- a close community
- more queer/trans friends
- 10k dollars
- a t4t mlm relationship
- the opportunity to travel to a lot of places
- happiness and sense of belonging
- healing from trauma and other situations
- more empathy in the world
it’s not anti-medical transition to say that loving yourself is THE most important part of transition. i know this because i’ve seen girls with all the surgeries, fish as hell, and MISERABLE. “you should accept your whole trans self” ≠ “don’t do anything to change your body”
When you die and Anubis weighs your heart against the feather, whether or not you’ve ever used chatgpt will be taken into account. and if you have…ammit will devour your soul