@nintendogsdiet i‘m clean for a little more than 3 years now and the urges are literally just as strong as they were when i was actively selfharming 😭 i think if my boyfriend should ever leave me i would instantly relapse… like literally that would be my absolute worst case scenario rn
@flowersforella i‘m on that! it‘s also called seroquel for english speakers i think? i take it before i go to bed because of insomnia. It makes u tired and if u don’t manage to fall asleep then u will get veeeery hungry (like when u r smoking weed) and THAT‘S when it gets dangerous
i wish i could cut again. thinking about it all the time but i can‘t do that to my partner. i just can‘t. that’s literally the only thing stopping me right now.