@ZENlTHROSE she gently settles a hand on his cheek to wipe his tears away
“i wish i knew .. i would have taken you in a heartbeat”
she wished she knew why, she really did, if evan had come to her, she would have taken rowan in so fast, she was his mother, and she loved him as much as ++
@ZENlTHROSE she reaches out before stopping herself, she didn’t know if she could
“i wish i knew, i really do, there’s many reasons why he might not have told you, maybe it was too painful, or maybe it was something else, i wish i knew what answer to give you”
@ZENlTHROSE “oh, of course i did, more than anything in the world”
she spoke softly, she really did, she’d always dreamt of being a mother, she just didn’t expect it to happen so fast back then, but she wouldn’t change it in the world, she’s got two children and even though ++
@ZENlTHROSE she gets up to go around her desk, and leans against it in front of him
“the war was … hard, on everyone, we weren’t exactly on the same sides, the only time we didn’t really argue or fight was in that delivery room”