So if there are instances that you feel like nagpapahuli ako mag lakad, or I get timid and silent (nonchalant bigla) Just try to cheer me up or talk to me nlng. Aliwin niyo ako so I can calm down. Because I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THIS.
I know I don't need to apologise for this, but wtvr I want tooo.
Sorry if I shut down bigla if I am in a large crowd with familiar faces that I am not close with. My anxiety levels are like 100% when I know people but don't know how to interact with them.
Basta. I just feel like jinujudge ako. Yes, I know I love the pageant spotlight and being seen and heard. But it's different when you're immersed sa crowd and not know what to do. The panic attack is real and I try to conceal that all the time
AND NOBODY…..IN ALL OF OZ……NO WIZARD THAT THERE IS OR WAS…..IS EVER GONNA BRING……MEEEEE……DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWN