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๐ฏ ๐ ๐ฌ ๐ ๐๐ก๐๐ฆ๐๐ง ๐ฅ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ฅ ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐
โๆๆๆ็ๆ่ฎธ๏ผไปๆไป็่ฟฝๆฑใ
ๆ่ฎธไบ่ ๅถๆ้ๅ๏ผไฝไพ็ถ็ฌ็ซไบๅฝผๆญคใ
โๆๆณ่ฆ็โโๆ่ฎคไธบไป้่ฆ็ๆ่ ๅบ่ฏฅๅ็โ๏ผ
ๅนถไธไธๅฎๆฏโไปๆณ่ฆ็โใ
ๆญคๆถๆญคๅปๅฏนไบไป็ๅฟๆ๏ผๆไธๆ ๆ็ฅ๏ผ
ๆไปฅๆไธ่ฝๆฟไป้ซๅผไปไน๏ผ
้ฃๆ ๅผไบๆๆ็ๆๅฟๅผบๅ ไบไป๏ผ้ผ่ฟซไปๅๅบ้ๆฉใ
ไผ็ปไปๅ้๏ผไผ็ปไป็ฑใ
ไฝๆๅง็ป่ฆๅ ๅถ่ชๅทฑ๏ผไธๅนฒ้ข่ฟๅคใ
่ฆๅญฆไผๆฅๅใ
้ฃๆฏไป็ไบบ็ใโ
This is the diary I wrote last month.
This is my current mindset regarding his career and life choice.
Actually, from November of last year to now, my mindset in this regard has undergone some changes.
2023.11.22
From November 22, 2023, to October 10, 2024, I never made any demands about whether he should stay in the group or leave, since I didn't know his thoughts at that time and I didn't have any expectations on the matter. I was just waiting for the result. I've mentioned this before. As long as he continued to be an idol, I was fine with it.
You can look back and examine all the support projects I've done for him. In these projects, what I've conveyed is purely love and encouragement.
2024.10.11
On October 11, 2024, the company officially announced that he remained a member of the team. On that very day, I came to understand his thoughts and decisions, and I demonstrated my wholehearted support through my actions. Over the weekend, besides sending support trucks, I was also busy preparing multiple support projects for him, the team, and the company. "Riize is 7" was included in the projects, not as a personal demand, but to convey a clear and unequivocal fact that existed at that time.
Looking back now, I wish that morning could've frozen in time.
2024.10.13
However, after October 11th, following that devastating weekend when he personally went through the wreaths incident, I was once again left in the dark about his thoughts at that time.
I was clueless about his mindset and I didn't dare make any assumptions. Because that incident was a significant turning point in his entire life.
People's thoughts can shift, and that incident greatly influenced mine. In the days following October 13th, I found myself truly at a loss. I had no clue what decisions he might make next. My deepest fear was that he would walk away and never turn back.
It took me several days to thoroughly analyze all the possibilities and contemplate how I should face them. After struggling to straighten out my thoughts, I eventually realized that I could embrace any outcome, even if it meant him stepping away from the industry to live a normal life.
My heart's only desire, is for him to breathe and be.
I reached a state of peace, yet it was tinged with pain.
2024.11.15
Beyond my expectations, he chose to come back.
That day, I said to him in my heart, "Thank you."
Besides being grateful, I can't ask for anything more.
His choice to persist as an idol is incredibly brave, I'm deeply thankful for it. I can't possibly impose any further demands on his career choices. Looking back, I even felt selfish and heartless when I expressed the hope that he'd return to the stage.
As long as he's alive and well, I can accept anything.
For me, no matter if he decides to go solo, rejoin the group, pursue acting, attend university, sell bibimmyeon, or embark on any other path he chooses, he will always have my respect and steadfast support. Even if there's a possibility that I might never see him again, even if it causes me great pain, it's all okay.
Because what I analyze as pros and cons doesn't matter,
What I unilaterally consider to be beneficial for him and could potentially lead to his 'success' doesn't matter,
and what I want, doesn't matter.
It's his life.
This isn't about compromise or letting go, it's about respect in my perception.
I'm uncertain about what lies ahead, but it's bound to be fraught with challenges and hardships.
I'll follow him wherever he goes, and I'll do my utmost to support him, as always.
iโm gonna hold ur hand when i say this. sm will not give seunghan a tour. he will not get to experience what he deserves to experience. we will not get content like we have before. he will still be neglected and mistreated.
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We will do something in support of the on-site protest and the 5th of November.
Target: Rp. 20.000.000
Periode: 24 - 29 Oktober 2024
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