they say to enjoy ur life when u're still young. but I think my life situation rn is far from that. there are a lot of disappointments, doubts & probs that I don't know how to overcome. it hurts me so much; everything hurts. my chest & heart feel so heavy that I want is to cry.
let me guess. you're in the stage where you're not sad about it, but you think about it often. you regret it but also glad it happened. you're not angry but disappointed. you don't miss it but you miss the feeling it gave you.