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No one is coming to save you.

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Here we go, this is me ✨️
@deel @drbombaysnax @SnoopDogg #SNOOPISHIRING

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posted in xhs but my account was being restricted now 🥲🥲 I'm not sure what is going on actually, hope you guys can find me here wuwuwu

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🇲🇾 Jackson Wang Concert freebies!

Giving out 100 set on the concert day! Do come and say Hi to me 💜

Could exchange too ✨️

See you guys there!

#JACKSONWANGWORLDTOUR
#jacksonwanginkl
#Jackson
#freebies

[pretendedtobeokay @pretendedtobeok]

You will know what to do, what choice to make, and what to say just for yourself and not others.

[pretendedtobeokay @pretendedtobeok]

I don't know if this is gonna help anyone but this is how I came through depression.

Feeling from pain, numb, to void.

At some point, I start to realise that no one is coming to save me. Only I can save myself from this.

[pretendedtobeokay @pretendedtobeok]

Then at some point, I realise something again.

Before I do anything, say anything or even think about anything, I would ask myself: "What about me?" "那我呢？"

Everything gets clear when that question came out.

[pretendedtobeokay @pretendedtobeok]

I don't know what to say.
Always pushing their thought on you.
It doesn't sound like they are listening to you at all.
They would just put the problem on you, rather than problems that was obviously coming out from others.

[pretendedtobeokay @pretendedtobeok]

原来真的很累
出去外面一堆junior靠你
在家里也是人家靠你在某些方面上
朋友也是靠你，靠你expect你能记住他们的事情and everything but他们自己却没用心去记住你的事情
那我呢？
你们都靠我那我呢？
我究竟能靠谁？

[pretendedtobeokay @pretendedtobeok]

我不知道我是怎么了
感觉就是很奇怪
好像身体里哪个点要发泄出来但是我找不到那个点是什么，在哪的
真的是那种连自己不开心什么开心什么生气什么都不知道
只是感觉很累，还需要充电，还觉得不够
我感觉that time of the year又来了

[pretendedtobeokay @pretendedtobeok]

Have you ever imagine it?
Imagine yourself in different stories over and over again;
Until you stop doing it because it can no longer comfort you?

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@JacksonWang852 去看风景that kind

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@JacksonWang852 挑隐秘一点的地方去

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The emptiness in me is so huge now.
It's like a dark hole sucking me in and the hole can never be filled up.
That's how loneliness is right?
Laughing at myself now for realising this over and over again

[88rising @88rising]

Made this really quick on tour because this song is so amazing and stuck in my head and I've listen to 10000 x now 😳😳 Shakira I've been a fan of you forever❤️‍🔥

It's my dream to do a song with you on day!

And @bizarrap this is an amazing track brother, keep going!

JACKSON 😆

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[Christian Yu @DPRIAN_]

Live every moment likes it your last! Thankyou for letting me be the person I am today! My first chapter complete

[Hallyu Pop @_hallyupop]

Kang Daniel @konnect_danielk will be back in Malaysia 🇲🇾 for his First Parade Tour in Asia!

Stay tuned for more information

#KangDaniel #강다니엘 #KangDanielinMY #FirstParadeAsiaTour