Being alone donβt scare me. What scares me is giving another ngga access to my life, my body, my feelings, and my peace just for him to turn around and become somebody I gotta heal from. I RATHER MISS COMPANIONSHIP THAN MISS WHO TF I USED TO BE.
Iβm a big believer in reciprocation. You reach out, I reach out. You check on me, I check on you. You make an effort, I make an effort. You show me love, Iβll gladly give it right back. But if you become distant, stop putting in effort or make me feel like Iβm the only one trying to maintain the connection, Iβll eventually match that energy too. I donβt believe in forcing connections, chasing people for basic effort or constantly pouring into relationships that leave me feeling empty. I want the people in my life to feel valued, but I want to feel valued too. Iβll never have a problem giving the same energy I receive. I just refuse to keep giving my all to people who are comfortable giving me the bare minimum.
Lets pray,
Heavenly Father, continue to Remind me that there is no door that cannot be opened, no debt that canβt be cancelled, no pain that canβt be healed, and no circumstance that canβt be resolved. I pray that all closed doors to my breakthroughs, blessings, joy, happiness, prosperity, salvation, and any other positive aspects of life will be opened to me speedily. Amen.