I can't handle this. My heart hurts. I wish I could just call him and tell him how proud I am of him. I wish he cared. I wish we were still apart of each other's lives. I miss him.
They say "Boys will be boys" but honestly I am tired of boys being boys. I am ready for men who don't get drunk every night and find some girl to hook up with. I am ready for men who protect the women in their life from the boys who try to take advantage of them. I'm over boys.
I actually hate my job. I can't wait for the day that I don't have to go there anymore. It kinda sucks though because this one business ruined the whole industry for me and I don't want to even be apart of it anymore
Is it selfish for me to miss you? I know you are so much better now. I know you had to go, I just miss you. I just wish you could have been ok here, or at least wait a few more hours so I could have said goodbye.
I miss you so much. I would give anything for even just one more hug. One more day to be one of your girls. I don't want to do any of this without you.