21,
Diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder II in 2022,
Suffering from serious mental health issues for more than 3 years,
Had helicopter and neglecting parenting.
I have to brush my teeth, take a shower, and go for a haircut, go to work, but I don't have the energy, so I am just sitting on the sofa and feeling bored and obviously I am depressed because of fatigue.
Everyone was telling me to work and it will solve everything and now when I worked, I still feel lonely and unsatisfied. I badly want to change my doc but side effects and lack of support is not letting me.
Facing unemployment due to your mental illness has to be the most embarrassing thing when people ask “so what do u do”. Oh I just sit and ponder over killing myself if u must know it’s full time
I was not active here but the update is I finally fought back anxiety attacks and I don't get any. I got the right therapist. I now slightly understand my mental illness. And I am also a part of a support group. I have also joined a marketing class. So, there's some hope...
So, my online friend, she used to be, left twitter which I just checked. I wonder what if we continued our friendship. Like we used to talk daily, morning and night. The friendship lasted only 2 proper months but it was really amazing. I know I ruined it but I wonder.....