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“uncomfortable appearing thin frail female complaining of right rib pain” - ambulance medic. attempting recovery after a serious accident and breaking 6 ribs

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Body checking at work after purging 4 chicken sticks🥰

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Having a flashback and my nose started bleeding👍🏻✌🏻

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@st4rgvrl3

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Oh also, based on when my brother was friends with those boys, I was probably more like 3 or 4 🤩

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Guys I’ve come full circle in 3 days I talked to my brother abt, case closed everything was real. Now I’ve found the source of the fire and I’ve got to work on putting it out. He is forgiven tho, he truly didn’t mean it. He just had v bad ADHD + ASD and just wanted to get a laugh

[belle 🦦 @pukerexia]

Guys I’ve come full circle in 3 days I talked to my brother abt, case closed everything was real. Now I’ve found the source of the fire and I’ve got to work on putting it out. He is forgiven tho, he truly didn’t mean it. He just had v bad ADHD + ASD and just wanted to get a laugh

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TW - CSA
Hi guys so I am doing like real bad. I’ve tried so hard, but I realized that it’s not going to get better until I deal with my trauma. I’ve been diagnosed with CPTSD and BPD for a long time, but I’ve been avoiding+ doubting it. I’ve started

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Ffs. Since trying to accept this, more has been creeping in. I can’t believe it. But it makes too much sense. I think my uncle was kind of a piece of shit. Tw for some journal entries-

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Guys I had therapy and I told her. Not everything but the general idea. After remembering yesterday I could not move for 5-6 hours except writing about it. Unfortunately I know in my soul that it is true now, and it was really really not nice. Everything makes so much more sense

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Guys I had therapy and I told her. Not everything but the general idea. After remembering yesterday I could not move for 5-6 hours except writing about it. Unfortunately I know in my soul that it is true now, and it was really really not nice. Everything makes so much more sense

[belle 🦦 @pukerexia]

TW - CSA
Hi guys so I am doing like real bad. I’ve tried so hard, but I realized that it’s not going to get better until I deal with my trauma. I’ve been diagnosed with CPTSD and BPD for a long time, but I’ve been avoiding+ doubting it. I’ve started

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@kej1me1 Stop omg😭😭😭 RIP us

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TW - CSA
Hi guys so I am doing like real bad. I’ve tried so hard, but I realized that it’s not going to get better until I deal with my trauma. I’ve been diagnosed with CPTSD and BPD for a long time, but I’ve been avoiding+ doubting it. I’ve started

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@stellaanoir Thank you that really means so much 💗💗💗💗

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@AbsForDays123 thinking about it for the past 18 years and I’ve been scared and ashamed for 18 years but I didn’t consciously know why. Brains r weird. I hope you’re doing ok 💗💗💗

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@AbsForDays123 Thank you friend. It’s wild how much this disorder can bury. That and working myself to the bone since I was 14. Now I have neither and everything is coming back and it’s terrifying. It is so weird tho, now that I’ve put it into words, I realize I never forgot it? Like I’ve been

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@rottingblondexx I’m so sorry friend. I might dm u if that’s ok

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@kej1me1 Also I’m obsessed with ur profile pic lmao too real

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Hola so I’m on day 9 bp free!!!! I feel great, my face is coming back and I lost 4 lbs! I’m only eating chicken eggs and avocado but honestly idgaf I’m eating enough and have no cravings. I’ll think about adding things back in when I lose abt 8-10 more lbs.

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@branmuffinbitch Yes fr

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@branmuffinbitch I think about this an average of one time a week I’m not even kidding

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Guys I’m so excited I finally got meds prescribed for my adhd and I’m gonna start classes at the end of the month. Also 2.5 days bp free!! 3+ lbs down too. My php doesn’t care if all I eat is chicken cheese avocado and eggs as long as it helps me stop bp.

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Lmao never mind. Yday was my 1st day b/p free since I discharged from ip. I still purged a 2x but I am so pleased w myself. I plan to add back in some carbs but I wanna see how much weight I can lose first. lost 2 lbs overnight from not b/p and eating more than I have since Sept

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What if I went vegan again? Like rlly shake a lake things on up