nil (0 days b/p free)

18 y/o bulimic. shed diary & vent acc /⁠ᐠ⁠｡⁠ꞈ⁠｡⁠ᐟ⁠\

[nil (0 days b/p free) @pusheenull]

𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 #edrttwt #988twt #shed #jiraitwt
#moothunt #promotwt
except i can't paste my long ass bio

[佐藤 康平 | うつCAFE代表 ~ひとりぼっちにしない場所~ @kohe_barblue]

うつ病がひどかった時、夜中の3時まで布団でスマホをみるのが習慣だった。何にハマってたわけでもない。ただ手を止められなかった。今思えば、ただ脳死で触れるものに依存していたただけで何も生み出さない無価値な時間だった

[Ajibola @4jibola]

hanging out with your friends is kinda the whole point of life

[bowie 𝜗ৎ @unstarvedfemcel]

this is how i sleep lowkey

[nil (0 days b/p free) @pusheenull]

i genuinely have nothing going for me

[meru ⚢ @plaks4ngel]

why can i not go to a hospital and request medically assisted suicide

[stupid idoit t @peeholelicker]

when im sad it feels like I've been Sad forever!! but im happy it feels like im finally cured!! why can't my brain recognize other emotions exist outside my current one!!!!!!! it's Evil!!!!!!!!!!!

[basil @BasiilLeaf]

life recently

[xan @lilxan1k]

"where you going?" insane bro

[lolijoshi @coldanimegirl]

my vape is starting to taste like ai pussy

[⤷NK ✷ @nkthingz]

Cis people will use they/them for every binary trans person and then use strictly she/her or he/him for non binary people. Yall suck 😭

[nil (0 days b/p free) @pusheenull]

i genuinely lost like 20 followers

[𝐥𝐞𝐲𝐞.𝐨𝐠 @leyeojeniyi]

you know what’s crazy? it ends on a random tuesday too.

[⁰q @1lli0q]

🐸

[nil (0 days b/p free) @pusheenull]

i want to end my shit
i hate not being in uni anymore
i genuinely have no purpose now
everyone is disappointed in me

[favelinda @alencsb]

lista de fetiche:

- terminar a faculdade
- morar sozinha
- viajar o mundo
- estabilidade financeira

[natalie @natticcc]

Por motivos universitarios, voy a empezar a cruzar la calle sin mirar

[aiura ৎ𝄢 @malmaxxxing]

im so tired of everything euthanize me please

[nil (0 days b/p free) @pusheenull]

but i'm obv not saying that suicide is weak either
i hope at least one person knows what i'm talking about i'm sorry i'm stupid

[nil (0 days b/p free) @pusheenull]

i lwk don't like when ppl say they wish they had the courage to kill themselves bc you wouldn't think people who died from suicide made a courageous act

[nil (0 days b/p free) @pusheenull]

i just think staying alive is more courageous when someone is rlly struggling