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157cm | cw: 48.0 hw: 51.5 lw: 41.6 gw: 40.0

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back to hiding I guess.

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tired of living tbh

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so guilty

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so empty inside so empty

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I need to stop thinking excessively and cut the right people out of my life.

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fuck I swore I was gonna get better but last night I was really full after dinner and purged a little and I don't know what the fuck to do

[Mad Hatter @depressionisme3]

When my ED roars it's ugly head I get so depressed and just want to die

[nic @bleedtobreathe]

I realize sometimes that this sickness isn't what I want for myself, but that thought is always drowned out by the voices in my head.

[♡ @faaerie]

I envy girls who can eat whatever they want and gain no weight

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I really can't lose any weight at all no matter what and it's slowly killing me

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I'm scared of food and so damn nervous I want to set myself on fire

[☾ @disintegrxting]

Depression does not discriminate.

Whether good things happen or not, depression doesn't care.

Depression will attack whenever it wants.

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I'm going to fucking fail everything and be a disappointment and oh my god I just need to be dead

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I'm disgusting I'm horrible and I don't know what to do

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god why can't I just be normal

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god I hate myself so much why do I do this

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absolute garbage fucking disgusting just die DIE

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I still think about death I still wonder but sadly my will to live is returning

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very mixed feelings

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I wonder how you are