shizuru .⋆♱

20 ▪︎ he/him ▪︎ virtual diary ▪︎ mentally ill loser chud neet ▪︎ cw drugs, ed, sh, etc !! ▪︎ 🚬🥃🩹 ▪︎ ifb

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

♱ new intro hi ♱

𖤝 20
† he/him
𖤝 neet hiki loser
† bsd & jjk fan

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[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

bad day

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

and the store is out of stock of the hair dye color i wanted. great. ok.

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he was too hot i couldnt tell him for the 4th time that he did it wrong.........

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@sluff_dog good thing i dont have a license 🔥🔥

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i have no alcohol and all the alcohol stores r shut should i do drugs instead

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ok so the bangs were not really cut to frame theyre sorta cut to swoop out of the way which isnt exactly what i asked for and i think he blended it into the bottom too much and kept the top too long as well actually so uhhhhh fuck my stupid baka life

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

@yoghurtexic wadido..

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

i might have bpd and/or bipolar but there are more pressing matters at hand

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

a group of girls stared at me smiling and giggling and i cant tell if they were making fun of me or what...

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

@lunasiies its the quiz thing people r currently doing probably,,
https://t.co/erjTCWcMcA

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

wrote this in my notes app half-asleep wanting to remember the song in the morning

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

shaking nervously god im pathetic

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stupid chud experiences heart palpitations and mild hyperventilation at the thought of ordering an uber in 30 minutes

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

stupid chud experiences heart palpitations and mild hyperventilation at the thought of ordering an uber in 30 minutes

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

fit to get my haircut ig

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

@Sidddwa be careful oomf :( <3

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

i look fatter than others at my bmi because im a lazy chud with negative muscle mass

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

@mirorredvivi u dont have to get it perfect right away, just try ur best and go from there, u got this oomf <3

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

i dont flinch at deep wounds on myself but fsr i see it on my timeline and i instantly shiver and tense and get panicked, am i just subconsciously more concerned with others than myself

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

@salinexcs it kinda looks like a grate thats so cool but stay safe oomf <3

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

@M4dforl1fe ur joshin <333

[shizuru .⋆♱ @qithaliasphere]

@yvelvsberries i want to be the gomez to someones morticia

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@lazylambzz heavy on the onion, it doesnt even add THAT much good flavor, and so many people dont cut it fine enough, i dont wanna bite into that texture...