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⠀she's hesitant , and it's written all over her
⠀demeanor . brows knit , idle grip tightens .
⠀' ... you sure ? ' she ultimately says , hushed
⠀as if not wanting to admit her own exhaustion .
⠀' i don't ... want you to get one too , y'know . '
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ray speeds up slightly , catching up to be at her side . adjusting the bag on his back before reaching to take a sip from his canteen .
“ wanna lean on me for a bit ? get some shut - eye ? i’m not too tired right now . “
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⠀it took her a moment to answer . well , to
⠀clear her head long enough to think back on
⠀how many times she'd been shouted at .
⠀' two , i think , ' she says , and the reminder
⠀seems to correct her pace , for the time being .
⠀
carefully eyeing her up and down , if she kept up like this she’d be sure to fall over . fortunately , ray was actually pretty awake tonight .
“ how many warnings you got right now ? “
⠀
⠀' i don't feel heroic . '
⠀she wasn't even sure what she was feeling .
⠀her hands adjust on the backpack straps .
⠀' i wasn't even thinkin' . i don't think i started
⠀thinkin' until the major fired the startin' gun . '
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“ shit. . “
it’s mumbled and kept quiet, she wasn’t even suppose to be here yet she willingly took her brothers spot .
“ you’ve got some balls for that . but selfish ? i don’t know. . . it’s almost heroic in some ways . “
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⠀
⠀' so i cut my hair and stole his identification .
⠀we're twins so ... it wasn't hard . but now i ... '
⠀she hesitates mid—sentence , gaze averting .
⠀' ... i guess i feel selfish . '
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⠀
⠀no matter the reassurance , she still hesitates .
⠀looking at the ground and idly chewing her lip .
⠀' ... my brother was supposed to do this . not
⠀me . i knew they'd never let a girl do this , '
⠀she says , the terminology bitter on her tongue .
⠀( + )
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the mood change makes pete realize how dire this information was , subtly stepping closer to her so no nearby ears could pick up the confession .
“ whatever you have in store will be taken to my grave with me , you have my word . “
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⠀that makes charlie's smile falter just a bit .
⠀she clears her throat , looking back at the
⠀military men and their rifles trailing behind
⠀the pack . her cerulean gaze returns to him .
⠀' can you keep a secret ? '
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pete was currently at the jelly phase of his legs , they felt like they could give out at any moment but he knew what awaited him if he did that .
“ there you go . . . now i’ve got a question . . why are you here , kid ? “
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⠀
⠀' hm ? '
⠀she sort of jolts awake a bit , glancing briefly
⠀over her shoulder before holding tighter to
⠀the straps of her bag . trying to right her steps .
⠀
⠀' y—yeah , i'm okay . just ... resting my eyes . '
⠀
ray notices how her feet stumble over each other while walking , only a couple feet behind her .
“ hey . “ spoken up , but not too loudly . “ you alright up there ? “
⠀
⠀the talk helped distract from the burning of
⠀her legs . she'd hoped they'd be numb to that
⠀by now . no matter , she was too busy laughing .
⠀' alright , alright . i guess we're kinda legendary . '
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“ no no no , compadre. you have to believe we are legends in order for it to work ! “
there’s a chuckle of his own falling from lips and there’s a bit of hope simmering throughout that they’d be okay. for however long that was he’d just enjoy it while it lasted .
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⠀' legends ? '
⠀that makes her laugh a little . god , she hadn't
⠀heard her own laugh in what felt like forever .
⠀fitting , that he was the one to get it out of her .
⠀' i wouldn't go that far just yet . '
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returning the first bump; little did they both know it was a promise for the two there on forward to stick together. a pact was made and pete would ensure that charlie kept pushing forward.
“ we fucking got this, we’re legends like that . “
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