tirzah 𖦹

20 𖤓 find your joy 𖤓 bmi 18.8

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

unpinning at 123.9 lbs / bmi 18.5 🍂

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@nauseahaver bc there's upsides and downsides to both options

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@nauseahaver tbh it just depends on the person and their day to day life . for some ppl the side effects aren't worth it, or they live a life that accomodates their adhd without meds ! whereas others absolutely need them to function . i think its an entirely personal choice tbh

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@fshbonezz likeeee im a tall grown adult in uni i will stick with my 1200 cals

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@user0909255003 takeout pizza like 2-4 slices, but i usually get the frozen thin crust pizzas and it seems normal to eat like half to 3/4 of one (they're 800 cal for the whole pizza so that makes sense)

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

irl skinny </3 but my lw was edtwt skinny (pic on right)

[jane🕷️paultwt @bowscals]

alright which one are you?

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@lohina0 your thigh gap has gotten SO MUCH smaller !

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@lohina0 we have like the EXACT same body type omg

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

maybe if i just let my ed kill me i'll finally deserve some kind of love . i hate myself so much nobody is ever going to want me anyways because im already ruined . i could just give in and look as disgusting as i feel .

[fae ୭ ˚. @melncholy__]

pov: it's christmas and you've reached your ugw!!

🏷edtwt thinspo thinsp0 thread edtwt fitspo ricecaketwt bonespo thread bonespo sweetspo meanspo 3dtwt averagespo situationspo recoverytwt
⋆꙳•̩̩͙❅*̩̩͙‧͙ ‧͙*̩̩͙❆ ͙͛ ˚₊⋆

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@loreofloran on the other hand, you lost half your body weight while im FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE to lose 10 lbs ‼️‼️‼️

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@Sansmaeda42 im 5'8 likeee

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@H0RRORVOlD hating fat ppl is loser behaviour and being able to incorporate someone's body type into a tattoo like this is so cool !!! i cant wait to get more tats (next one is in 3 months !!)

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@c9rpez it breaks my heart bc my oldest niece is 12 and if she was feeling how i felt at 12 i think i'd be sick .

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@c9rpez my restriction and cal counting started at 11 but it became a full blown ed when i was 12 :-( i started sh and had suicidal ideation at 8 though (thank you Trauma ‼️‼️)

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@valzerocal god im so sorry that happened, you deserve so much better. proud of you for keeping yourself safe !!!

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@kittea03 i was in fifth grade here, so i was 10-11 years old. unsurprisingly, i developed disordered eating at 11 and anorexia at 12 !!! and already had been sh'ing since i was 8 :-( i wanna give little me a hug and tell her there's absolutely NOTHING wrong w her body or brain

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@kittea03 i was bullied for everything (severely-- they had to bring in outside counselling agencies bc it was becoming physically and mentally unsafe) and that included my weight . despite the fact that i was SUPER thin i got called fat all the time (this is me when it was the worst)

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@melwkssks im gonna be an english teacher, specifically teaching in low-income neighbourhoods !! currently in school for it :-) chose it bc i grew up poor and good teachers were life changing, esp multiple english teachers who highkey saved my life

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@ykaieaq im so ass at fasting my longest fast was like 36 hours but i do 18hrs most days . intermittent fasting works 1000× better for me than prolonged fasts bc im in school and need at least a little energy to focus

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@romeorexics OH AND FIESTA IS S TIER I <3 MANGO

[tirzah 𖦹 @rainb0wbite]

@romeorexics s tier : sunrise
a tier : violet, rosa, paradise
b tier : peachy keen
c tier : strawberry dreams, zero
d tier : red, blue, watermelon
ruby red isn't available in canada yet but i have very high hopes (if its grapefruit like i remember)