mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚

no one will be here to save you

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

Since I met you all the gloomy days just seem to shine a little more brightly - n

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

hb

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

i sedih

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

heal ika please heal ika

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

cinta, i rindu u

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

takpernah lagi seumur hidup i, merayu dengan tuhan untuk mati sebab tak tahan rindu orang. entah la u, sakit sangat rindu u. i rasa mcm impossible untuk i move on, sayang pi lah mcm mana pon dkt someone tu, i tetap akan teringat u.

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

???

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

i don’t deserve this. but im experiencing losing a favourite person that i couldn’t stop grieving for more than a year. i'd rather suffer than let my mom grieve over me. i can’t be selfish, but im tired.

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

i hope u know the only way to end this endless cycle, this suffering and this fuckedup brain is to end my life, not accepting the fact that im actually damaged. im not healing anyway. im just living and adapting to life. i don’t have to battle this for my entire life.

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

azab tahan rindu

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

bantu aku tuhan, bantu aku lupakan dia. penat rindu someone yang kita tau kita takkan pernah boleh dapat dia

[crittur @miwwmiu]

Can i be afk in real life

[feyisayo 💸 @feyiszn]

I kind of hate people who intentionally provoke you over & over again .. then play victim & act shocked & surprise when you react

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

hari hari aku tahan jari tknk message dia entah saitan apa rasuk aku malam ni utk tnya khabar dia. alhamdulillah dia sihat. jangan risau, tkpernah ada niat nak apa apa dari dia, takdak maksud nak kacau his peace or whatever lah. selalu tulis notes ja harini tak waras sikit kot.

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

so betul lah dia deleted number aku since last year kan

[loon thatcher @lunieverse]

you should be proud of yourself for surviving 2025 sumpah

[stressed @onlystresstoday]

please be kind. don’t be the reason someone skips a meal, hates waking up, or feels left out. your words and actions stick with people forever

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

nak dengar joji sampai telinga i berdarah

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

aku masih ingat
ketika aku merangkak dalam kegelapan,
engkau menyalakan sebatang lilin,
menuntunku keluar.
namun aku lalai…
cahaya itu padam,
dan aku kembali menatap gelap yang pernah kutinggalkan.

[mel ✧˖°⋆｡˚ @rantsaccmel]

langit dan bumi,
aku di kasta paling bawah dan engkau di atas sana
ibarat bintang dan bulan,
engkau bersinar di gelap malam.