Life update: got to my goal weight, my bf at the time broke up with me, I completely changed my life and got a new job, new friends, and i only gained 4lbs since ive been away. But locking back in to get down to BMI 20 (at least!) before summer! Currently BMI 22.9 which isnt bad
@dairymaxxing I stopped counting calories and lost 3lbs in a week after 4 months of maintaining at 125.8lbs. I just skip as many meals as possible and eat super super tiny meals when I do. This is the skinniest I’ve been in 5+ years it’s acc crazy
Guys I faced my ultimate fear and it was fine! I got into a bad situation 2 1/2 years ago, I talked to my bf about it at the time and we sorted it all out, but I’ve been hanging onto the anxiety / shame since then… I asked about it again and he said he loves me and trusts me ❤️
Further context - I was in a period of deep depression and self-medicating with alcohol. I was at a party and my ex started talking to me, he kissed me and I pushed him off me and left. I know it wasn’t ’my fault’ but I felt so guilty putting myself in that situation