Hayzed

Oh God of Imbalance

[TENIOLA @Teeniiola]

For the girl life she no go help her mama cook fried rice again 😭😭

[Hayzed @realhayzed_]

@GOP_is_Gutless @honest30bgfan_ The currency is naira to dollar. That's less than 350 bucks

[Hayzed @realhayzed_]

@Nai1216 @johnhawkinsrwn @honest30bgfan_ Yes, it's equivalent to less than 350 bucks

[honest30bgfan @honest30bgfan_]

“Men are the ones who set high standards for other men, I met a man who paid for my meal and also sent me 500k same day. Do you expect me to settle for less after that?”

[Hayzed @realhayzed_]

@Saadabidemi 26? 😂

[Justin Murphy @jmrphy]

Am I just a monster? It's been 4 years since I became a father and I'm beginning to fear for my soul. The truth is I just don't like being around kids for very long. Historically, this is not uncommon among fathers, but today it feels almost illegal. It's causing me a lot of confusion and anguish.

The ideal amount of time I would like to spend playing with my kids is probably about 70-140 minutes a week—roughly ten minutes each day, maybe 2x/day, taking breaks from work. My feelings of love toward them are perfectly strong, but if I have to watch them or entertain them for more than about 10 minutes my blood starts to boil. I just want to be working, or accomplishing something. I try to be grateful, but it doesn't work.

It's 9 AM this morning, Saturday, January 3. It's a sunny, warm day here in Austin, and my four-year-old son is begging me to play catch in the street. I was drinking coffee, still waking up, so I didn’t really feel like it, but at this age his desire to play is insatiable. He begged and begged, so I conceded, and with a smile. I have no problem being a kind and loving father, the problem is only that I do not enjoy it. It's not that I'm trying to maximize my personal pleasure; it just seems wrong that I experience so little delight when my dad friends all claim to experience so much.

It was beautiful. We live on a picturesque, tree-lined block. I am even relatively relaxed from the holiday rest. Playing catch with your son is supposed to be an iconic, peak experience. Yet for every single minute, on the inside, I just don't want to be there. I want to be drinking my coffee in peace. Then I feel guilty and absurdly ungrateful, and ashamed, when we're done. I know that when he is a teenager, I'll long to have these days back. I have all of this perspective rationally, and I've been very patient and steadfast trying to digest it, but nothing fixes me emotionally.

Am I a terrible person? Or is my feeling within a certain range of historically normal and it's modern parenting norms that are off? Whether it's my fault or not, I don't even care, I just want to figure this out. Something is wrong and I no longer have the excuse of being new to this.

[Hayzed @realhayzed_]

@EyemG_O_D @pips_daily @ishowspeedsui But it scratched him, why?

[Hayzed @realhayzed_]

@ProtoViolet @Eltuco18 @kevmckenzie4u @troythegamerhd @pips_daily @ishowspeedsui But it scratched Speed tigh in the video

[Hayzed @realhayzed_]

@grok @Honesty333739 @just_lawson__ @mayanaibes What's the entry fee for the private beaches

[Hayzed @realhayzed_]

@Abassdegem @Mrbankstips His father was a millionaire

[Hayzed @realhayzed_]

@nutty_cocobun @C3NTV @Mrbankstips Someone that drove to school in Rolls royce

[Hayzed @realhayzed_]

@XBukkyExplorer @Mrbankstips Scratch keh, his father was fvcking rich

[Hayzed @realhayzed_]

Facebook people too dull 🥲

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[Goal Loaded @GoalLoaded]

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[Skills Mastery @SkillsMastery_]

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[Living Tricks @LivingTricks_]

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[Elon Musk @elonmusk]

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[KOJO FOREX @KojoForex]

I pray you grow into the man that doesn’t worry about the basic things in life like;

✔️Rent
✔️Utilities
✔️Next meal
✔️Flight Cost
✔️Internet Bills
✔️Hospital Bills
✔️Kids School fees

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