I genuinely fell for someone when I wasn't searching for love, I was searching for peace. I was searching for myself and found a friend who became the love of my life. Sometimes you need to focus on growing yourself and you'll run into what's destined for you.
Inner joy and peace really alters how you perceive the world. Less quick to anger, less quick to judge, less quick to project, less quick to criticise. Your focus isn’t so heavily geared towards the negatives in this world. You radiate a different level of calm and understanding.
I really want to be a successful wealthy mom and wife. Just travel with my family and create beautiful memories. I want the highest level of soft life.. very dreamy and God endorsed.